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Friday, November 30, 2012

~A lesson for me!~



salam jumaat..
assalammualaikum..
hyeee sumee..
well..today is my bad day..
and i am really hate this day..
and..i hate myself too..
ermm..i'm always said that "mulakan hari anda dengan senyuman" right..
but i'm failed to do it that..shame with myself!
today my class start at 8..
and the worst thing is aku bangun lambat!
uwarghhhhhhhh..7.30 + + + baru laa ak sedar..
bukan kerana kawan2 yg kejut ak tapi ak tersedar sendiri sebab bunyi mcm kecoh2 kat luar bilik..
ermm pkul6.00 ak dah bangun solat,ak ketuk pintu jiran2 sebelah..kejutkan dorg..
tp rasenye dorg xbangun..maybe awal sgt kot..
actually,aku ingat kan class arinie pkul 9..sbb tuh lepas solat subuh ak tido balik..
kunci jam nak bangun kol 7 lebey..
so pity with me..
makan semut bebanyak lg kang dah jd pelupa..
yg sedih nye bukak2 jep pintu jiran sebelah ade yg ciap dah pegi class lg tuh..
jiran sebelah lg dah siap bertudung n berbaju kurung..
me??masih terkejut..
terus lari g toilet dgn perasaan bercampur baur..
i dont want blame others but i have to blame myself!

yesss..exactly!!!
yes,i admit it is normal to u olls if terlewat bangun..

but it is not hokeyyyyy to me..because i have my own reasonnnn..
dan ia menusuk jauhhhh ke dasar hati ak..
because all of this,totally spoil my mood..
dont ask me why because u know the reason right..
then,along 2 hours classes I did'nt talking with anyone except bella.. 
jgn sesiapa nak persoalkan ape yg aku buat..
i'm getting tired with all of this..
I need some space for myself to recover back my mood..
that's all..
before going to class,i called my mom and I'm crying..
not because of ak nie manje ker ape but nak lepaskan segala perasaan yg bercampur baur nie..
then,after that ak rase lega sangat2..
yess,that is true what my mom said..
this is my fault..i can't blame others..
biarlah org xkejut ak pon..
i got a lesson from this incident..
i have relied on myself only!
not others!!!
see what i get..
yesss..nanti mati pon sorang2 jugak right..
ermm..ok laa..that's all..
my typing is random..no hard feelings hokeyy..
i dont care at all..
orait..byeeee..
#hope ini adalah yg pertama dan terakhir untuk diri aku..rase nak lari jauhhhhhhh..
owhhh i miss my dad damn so much!Al-Fatihah!..;'(

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